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About Me Member Wannabe Novelist Tala R.R.16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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I've been trying to get my head around What the Fuck is happening.

Holy shit!

Mon Dec 21, 2009, 3:59 AM
Okay, I'm sorry for not journaling often, but I really don't have much to journal about. Oh, yeah. First of all, let me tell you that it's my Christmas Break. Kk.

Anyhow, I really don't care about that, because I wasn't so anticipative on the Friday AKA the Day Before Christmas Break and my "jolly" attitude hasn't changed, even now, either.
What I *really* care about, is that I'm finally bloody WRITING again. After my shitty 1st-grader-writing-skillz Love Through the Blood, which, in retrospect, was poorly written, poorly drafted (HAH, as if there were any drafts at all), unoriginal, chock-full-of-hiatus-and-mind-imploding-Writer's-Block. Even if I *wasn't* looking back, I could still realize how crappy I had written it. Dear God, I was even so ashamed I didn't want people commenting.

But now I'm more open to that, at least because I think that my aptitude in writing has changed for the better, especially now because I am just so motivated to frakking write. In addition, speaking of my dislike for criticism and positive changes, I'm actually writing again because I want to dispel any of the fears I've held for so long and just face whatever crap comes to me and just say "w/e" and keep on truckin'.

I don't know what's got me so energetic. Just this Saturday, at about 11 PM, I was struck with the most emotional seven minutes I have literally ever felt in my life. I IMed my best friend and told her that I appreciated all the awesome stuff that we did, and how I was sorry for all the shit I gave her, and I frakking cried while I washed the dishes. And I felt the sudden need to go and pray for an hour (which, unfortunately, I did not get to after the strong emotion went away) for some reason. I don't know. It was epic.
Well, getting to the point, I guess I'm just so pumped to go do something great for a change. Maybe it's because we're all nearing 2010, and somehow my mind is just telling me to start it with a rekindled interest for literature.

Meh, I'm not sure it'll last. But what am I being cynical for? Be a fuckin' optimist for a fuckin' change, Tala!

[Dude, I am creeping myself out. ultarama is rarely ever this cheerful. I like being a cynic. I knew it, 2010 is craftily ridding me of my cynicism. I love my cynicism! GIVE IT BACK, 2010, DAMNIT.]

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Nothing much to say about myself. First of all, my sense of humor is nonexistent and I tend to be crude, at times. I'm short-tempered but if you ever catch me in a good mood, then I'm quite a pleasant person to be with.

If you ever travel with me, don't. That will be the worst day of your life if you ever travel with me.

Additionally, I am extremely sensitive to constructive criticism, especially if it addresses problems with [insert whatever you're addressing problems about]. I'm slowly teaching myself to be more open to those kinds of things, but eh. That's why I used to disable comments on my old submitted work. *indifferent shrug*

On a random side-note, excuse me if my horrible wording confuses you. Especially in comments (and also even in my prose, whenever the time comes that I'll be doing that again). I'm not that fond of rewriting, just to let you know.

|| I check the Daily Deviations most of the time, and it's easy for me to instantly favorite any works that catch my eye. In advance, if I favorited any pieces of yours, I'd like to say that you're very welcome, and that your material is stunning and brilliant. Keep it up, brahs. ||

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: California
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium, I believe.
  • Interests: Video games, music, cooking, charming people, roleplaying, all things Team Fortress 2, etc.
  • Favourite movie: WATCHMEN
  • Favourite band or musician: Ooh, this is tough. Jonathan Coulton? I'mnotsher.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite artist: Hmm, I'm not that much exposed to art. I'd say Van Gogh, or Edgar Freemantle.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Alan Moore, Lewis Carroll, and CodyComm104, for he also wins. Over 9000 times more than I do.
  • Favourite photographer: Myself (egotistical, much)
  • Favourite style of art: Prose and photography
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Wallpaper of choice: The one I have right now -- ~elpanco's mind-blowing retro 12.
  • Skin of choice: Filipino skin, durr.
  • Favourite game: That's hard to say. Team Fortress 2?
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bender
  • Personal Quote: "Even in the face of armageddon, there is no compromise." -Rorschach
  • Tools of the Trade: My awesome expert screenshotting skillz.

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:iconcodycomm104:
~CodyComm104 4 days 5 hours ago
Do you love me? Well, I love me. I'm downloading TF2. For freeeeeeee! (Offa steam)

Now I can stalks you! (Just kidding.)

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Funny Guy: "however, it would be fun to give him a meth-cocaine cocktail and set him loose in a room full of mousetraps."

Sometimes you eat bear, sometimes, it eat you.
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~Ultarama 3 days 22 hours ago
o_o!!!

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With my Freeze-Ray, I will stop the pain.
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~Ultarama 3 days 22 hours ago
shit on a stick. it's freeeee?!

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With my Freeze-Ray, I will stop the pain.
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~CodyComm104 5 hours 53 minutes ago
On weekends sometimes. lawl

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Funny Guy: "however, it would be fun to give him a meth-cocaine cocktail and set him loose in a room full of mousetraps."

Sometimes you eat bear, sometimes, it eat you.
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*teamzoth Dec 9, 2009, 10:50:13 AM
thanks a bunch for the dr horrible fav :)
:iconultarama:
~Ultarama Dec 10, 2009, 8:09:30 PM
You're very welcome. 8D

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With my Freeze-Ray, I will stop the pain.
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~CodyComm104 Dec 8, 2009, 3:29:36 AM
.. I hate time zones so much. I should kill them all.

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Funny Guy: "however, it would be fun to give him a meth-cocaine cocktail and set him loose in a room full of mousetraps."

Sometimes you eat bear, sometimes, it eat you.
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~Ultarama Dec 8, 2009, 5:09:41 PM
Arrgh, I be concurrin' wit' ye, mate.

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With my Freeze-Ray, I will stop the pain.
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~CodyComm104 Dec 9, 2009, 5:20:25 AM
Time to fire lazorz at them?

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Funny Guy: "however, it would be fun to give him a meth-cocaine cocktail and set him loose in a room full of mousetraps."

Sometimes you eat bear, sometimes, it eat you.
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~Ultarama Dec 10, 2009, 8:09:38 PM
Aye.

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With my Freeze-Ray, I will stop the pain.
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